The profession , our passion. Where is my passion?

After semester 1, I am so enthusiastic to start semester 2. Yet, today I have no passion and enthusiasms to begin the semester 3. Furthermore, I even have the thought of giving up the pharmacy course. I don’t know why, just thinking that maybe being a pharmacist does not suit me. I still remember the two weeks of study weeks is a nightmare for me, and also for my other batch mates. Pressure and stress really make me breathless, and even cried. I don’t know what is really happen to me. All those things never happen on me before. Maybe I have high expectation for my performance in the exam? Maybe I don’t want to disappoint my parents after spending so much money to sponsor my further study in IMU after failing to get a good course in local university? Lots of Maybe …

Should I continue to study or quit the course?

The result of semester 2 has come out. I don’t want to elaborate on it. It’s just satisfactory only.