Monday, August 21, 2006

I'm 19 now...

18/8/2006
Today is my 19th birthday. Haiz, I am no longer 18 years old already. I have grown a year older, and I need to admit this year of birthday is the most memorable one, with all my friends celebrating it with me. And I need to say you guys are so wonderful and I really receive happiness and touched from you guys.The story begins like this.

Early in the morning, I receive greetings from my classmates and friends. Thanks for your greetings. Then 1st and 2nd period of the day is Math. Again, I need to do Math questions. Today I am no longer 18 years old , so must act more matured and serious ( can’t play anymore). But then that’s not my usual behaviour, when I am serious, I really don’t smile, and then misunderstanding occurs. Jing wen says that I look sad because no one celebrate my birthday. (Jing wen, are u clear now?). In addition, the pimples on my face getting more, as you know, I am kind of person who “cari makan” using my face, so that’s why a bit worried.

Then in PA period, I play Conquer with Ci Min. She wins me, how can this happen? I should use the birthday privilege to ask her to let me win. Then in chemistry period, our Cute and “penguinish” teacher gives us chocolates to check our current. Btw, it’s a lame joke from her again. Then in the Physics period, I accompany Allan to settle the testimonials and leaving school cert.

After school, we pre-u students need to attend the form six installation held in the lecture hall. Again, surprises from S Class students. My “lou pou chai” carries a chocolate cake into the classroom. And the birthday anthem is played. After making 3 wishes ( first is everyone getting 4.0 in STPM , World Peace , and lastly no need to say, u also know Lah ). Cutting cakes is the terrible part. It’s my first time cutting cakes and distribute to my friends. (Usually it is done by my mum at home). Maybe it’s my first time; I cut the cake without any planning. Kin Hou asks me to keep the cake for myself to eat, but I need to confirm that everyone presents in the party have eaten the cake. Whether I have eaten the cake or not is no longer important. Friends are more important.

Then it’s present time!! Yoyo, but it’s not easy to receive presents. You need to answer Questions. Suddenly, my IQ level drops until 30. This guessing part really takes me lots of time. Thanks to Han Yuan, Kok Pun, Allan, Zhi Heng, Kin Hou, Chern Hong, Lai Yen, Jessmine, Puei Teen, Jing Wen and Jia Ken for giving such a surprise that I dream of for a long time. I get MP3 for my birthday. Besides that, Kin Hou also burns me series of movies because I seldom go to cinema to watch movies recently. Thanks to him for being so caring. Thanks for Peiminn and Peiye for giving such cute white piggy. I think it’s for putting hand phone if my IQ level is not that low. Thanks to Ci Min, for giving a Happy Doll and a bottle of 100 pieces of positively prepared quote notes for me to have a positive outlook in life-guaranteed to generate positive energy. Thanks to Lou pou chai for giving me 3 presents. Can u believe she folded 258 birds for me? Why 258? Because according to alphabet, BEH, B is alphabet no.2, E is alphabet no.5, H is alphabet no.8. Birds folding I also have tried it during the Valentine Day, but that time I only manage to fold 99 birds. And I know this takes lots of patience and time. And I also get 5 packets of sweets that in the coordination of 8. And I get two balls handmade by her too. Thanks again. Luv ~ ~ .I am very touched by you guys and thanks for your caring heart. How can I miss Kok Pun’s creative writing as one of the presents. Kok Pun doesn’t know how to write in Chinese, but because of me, he writes calligraphy for me. Thanks Kok Pun, that is so wonderful. Thanks to Yee Sing for accompany me to eat cakes at Secret Recipe. Thanks to Emily for giving such a cute Lego-liked picture frame. Thanks to Huiwenn for giving me accessories. And thanks to my dad and mum for buying me a watch. Thanks ~ Thanks ~ Thanks ~

The installation also very fun, especially the F lowers six class. They have done a big job in making the whole high atmosphere in the lecture hall. After the installation, I go tuition with ci min and peck yee. After tuition, I had dinner outside at the Damansara Village which I think it’s a seafood restaurant. Guess what, no seafood, just steamboat, steamboat for my birthday dinner. And miracle happens again. I meet Ai vee there. Ai vee is a friend that went to Australia to study last month. But she can’t stand the environment there, so come back here and study. I never think of meeting her today at the restaurant. My mum has bought a blueberry cheesecake and that is delicious.

Thanks again. I am 19th years old now.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Dream , Wish , Fantasy , Hope , Love

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful '
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

( Beh , Happy 19th Birthday !! )

Thursday, August 10, 2006

My Destiny..

I have always dreamed of this
I'll admit that there was something I missed
Wonderin' if it is for real
Every mistake, every wrong turn
Every time I lost my way
Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight

With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

You were always by my side
That you believed in me was enough reason why
I didn't stop, didn't give up
even if I sometimes lost hope
I did my best, and I am blessed
In life

With you, finally I can break free
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned to be

Can I get any higher
Tell me, does it get any stronger?
I owe it to you, that I made it through
I never could've done it, without you

With you, I can break free, yeah
With you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be

Oh, cause of you, I saw a changing in my destiny
Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see
How different life turned out to be
I've realized that it's my destiny